as many other lovers, he's the result of having had a self destructive behaviour. well, thanks chet. I'm tired of living in an ordinary world, having ordinary relationships and suffering gratuitous pain. I feel I was born to talk to all of you about love and beauty. I'm not a toy, I'm not a rat, I'm not even a diamond, I'm just a human being. And so you are. Let's be coherent with that, let's stop acting like consumer objects. Stop taking someone from the interest to throw it away when it's not useful anymore. I thought I couldn't deal with that, but I realised there's no option. We have to assume this reality and make a change. Here I go.